Today

This is my first ever blog.
I was feeling good ,yes good infact I wasn't even thinking about how single I feel.I know it's Valentine's week going on and I'm single for like a year now but I  wasn't even thinking about it.
And suddenly a friend of mine called,
This call could've been an annoying type as I was expecting it to be but it turned out to be a bad news. Which I'll be discussing later. I was not only sad but dissapointed as well , and I still am thinking why I'm writing this blog.

Nevermind, I'm studying Mechanical Engineering and it's no joke. I was a bright student never failed any exams but as soon as I joined Engineering the very first semester I failed in two subjects. Common right? Nothing new same old shit blah blah blah . Woah it hurt so bad I had no proper sleep since then.( Instead of studying I'm writing this blog and complaining about sleep deprivation , well that's me ). So when I got to know
That I had failed in those two subjects it was late night around 1am. I felt terrible and a strange kinda feeling in the stomach and some pain in chest. I wanted to share this with someone.
I called my friend who was facing the similar situation and to be honest I felt so relieved after that call. I somehow fell asleep.
Next morning , the first task on my list was to tell mother about this. She is a calm person and as expected she told me to do well next time. My father on the other hand was dissapointed. Why won't he be? His son had failed for the first time but he told me to work hard this time. I thought he'll scold me like all the other parents do but he didn't. I felt ashamed.
After this discussing session I had to attend lectures in my college. I rushed quickly to my college and I found out that more than 50% percent students failed in a subject or two. Engineering was not supposed to be taken lightly. Many realized that. As I forgot to mention I had began my tests from this morning. First test due to my failure stress was horrendous. But I studied for other tests well and was expecting well. For the last test I studied more than usual and my test was okayish.

Now jumping to present, I got a call from my friend regarding results of this test.
There was lot on my plate already and I came to know that the last test which I had prepared the most was the test in which I scored the least. I felt numb. Again I told my mother my situation but this time she scolded me. I deserved that.
I had no courage left to tell this to my father so I kept quite. I needed someone to talk to. I called the same friend whom I was taking to earlier. He understood my situation and was consoling me. He made me realize that I still have time and I can do more than I think I can. I will always be thankful for his advice.

Well there's more to it
Will continue later